Tuesday, January 09, 2007
its been long. i spent my new yr's eve in bangkok with the stupid bombs that made me not go to the night market. what the hell. so now i m back in singapore and i just finished a camp last week w a bunch of sec twos. that was a hell lot of mixed feelings going thru me. and now im stuck in some boring duty doing boring stuffs with almost hardly any guys. im repressed. i need some guys. well thats when you go on to the clubbing part, but i'm hell broke. so any sponsors you ll see me thr.then finally it comes to some stupid boy trouble. i don't even know where i stand in this stupid argument. but i think i've probably just totally given up on him. now whats with the fights between the guys. and how they all crawl to you telling you how smart they are that they din fight back of how macho they are that they did. well thats just hell dumb. fucking dumb. really looking worse than some dumb blond. ok. i'm in a rough shape and i need a drink. ben im counting on you.samuel -- il check on with you one day.huang geng -- so when are you treating me. rahs.ben -- il see you tomorrow night.damn. i need to go overseas.
- everything's just temporary;
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